I just quit working 2 weeks ago, I loved the fact that I dont get to wake up early and get ready for work, I can stay in and get as much as sleep and rest that my body needs.  There is advantage and disadvantages though, of course not working means
not making money.  I had to cut down on some expenses so we can live up with what hubby is making for now.  We will
survive, God will sustain all our needs and need not to worry.

Not working can give me a lot of time to think, think about family, friends and people who matter the most.  I think
about those time I had the best in my life.  It makes me realized who are these people who made my life meaningful and broughthappiness in my life.  I get a smile in my face and then think about the gift of "friendship."

I was gifted with friends back in my youngest years,from childhood going through high school and college.  It makes me wonder sometimes where and how they are, and how they've been all through the years. I was never good at keeping in touch with friends, I find it hard to keep in touch when drifted apart from distance.

Few of them I was able to get connected through networking sites like Facebook, and was happy to see them with their families.  I wonder how about those who doesnt have facebook?  I hope they think of me once in awhile :-).

I just missed my friends, although I have many new friends, I still think of those old friends I had.

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    I am 32 years old, have 1 lovely daughter and married for 3 years. 
     I love my family, I am fun, loving and have so much zest for life.   I am very social, likes to entertain and be with people all the time.  I love to cook, husband complains how much I cook, even  during my treatment, I don’t drink and don’t smoke.  I am a computer geek, my career is into IT, just finished my Network Technician course last year here in Calgary, Canada. 

    I sometimes love to read book, watch movies but not much into tv show.  I never  thought of having cancer at a young age, though I have a history of cancer in my family.     I was shocked when I found out I have cancer and that this is going to be my life.   I was actually diagnosed in late week of February, stage 4 from the get go, mets to liver and bones.  Since the diagnosis I have been through lot of difficulties, it wasn’t easy and I don’t want to be on this path, where I have to deal with cancer and treatment, but I am left with no options.  The only choice I have right now is to live my life and enjoy till it last.  I know that cancer isn’t curable and that they can only treat me as to buy some time, but I want to make it everyday and be strong, to make the right choice to live a life that I can be proud of and happy with.  My source of inspiration is my family back home (Philippines), my husband and my daughter.  I am doing my blog to share inspiration to those who are going through this difficult time, and share my diagnosis, treatment plan, how am I surviving each treatment, and be a resource to people with cancer.  I believe that no one should have cancer and no one deserves it. 

     

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